Me: Okay I’m entering crisis
Depression: I want to kill myself
Me: we can’t do that we need to get better
Hypermobility Syndrome: I’m in so much pain can I please have some paracetamol
Depression: yes all of it!!!
Anxiety: I’m really scared I Really scared
Me: it’s okay I’m going to reach out
Depression: Don’t do that everyone hates you, no one wants to deal and be friends with that, you’re a pathetic piece of shit
Me: Okay I’ve reached out to 11 people and counting they can’t come help me
Depression: told you!!!
Irritable Bowell Syndrome: I’m going to go
Me: NO NO NO!!!
IBS: too late
Me: for fuck sake!!!
Depression: I’m in agony and I’m suffering!!!
HMS: Me too!!!
Me: let me just clean myself up first
Depression: No we’re staying in bed
Dissociation: Isn’t it great I can detach you from these guys to cope with them, I’m such a neat defence mechanism
Anxiety: Let’s just cry and cry and cry
Me: Come on guys!!! Work with me!!!
Me: Someone please come and fucking help me!!!
Illnesses: We’re ramping it up
Me: Okay I’m starting to shake really badly now, I’m going to eat something
Depression: I’m not hungry
HMS: I won’t digest it
IBS: No don’t if you do I will just get rid of it
Anxiety: I just want to be cuddled and told that I’m loved and it will be okay
Depression: That won’t happen
Me: I know I want support so bad
Depression: Starting the shutdown process
Me: No Please I beg you, please don’t!!!
Me: I can’t stop crying guys please stop
Me: Let me go get help, let me find something, I beg you God, Mother Nature, the Universe, please release me from this
Depression: No one is coming
Me: I can’t do this anymore