Unwanted Anniversary

It’s been a year you

Piece of shit

It’s been a year

And you’re still here


Go on then tell me

The news

How no one wants me

Say what you chose


Ask me where

My family is

Oh yeah they disowned me

We’ve been over this


Tell me again

How I’m scum

That people pretend

I’m a loved one


Tell me to kill myself

Say it loud and proud

That my mental health

Covered by your black cloud


Narrate your way

Into my little life

Push me each day

To grab a knife

Fuck you

You’re not winning

Fuck you

I’m still living


I may be silenced

By your reign

But I will forever protest

Your game


With a painted smile

Saying I’m fine

But I know the vile

Pain inside


But your just years

Of blame

Years of abuse

Years of shame


You’re not mine

Hyde can have this back

Fuck this bloodline

My life is on a different track


You’re the worst present

In history

And if I could dispose of you

I would instantly


You can throw painful


You can throw eventful

Years of treachery


Go ahead let me

Relive the lot

But my tablets have the words

Written fuck off


The mentally ill

Should be



Be careful

Be weary

Be aware

In case it’s scary


Those words in my head

Keep shouting

It’s like the whole world

Is still howling


Ignorance is a bliss

And sure

We’ll give it a miss

But some things stick


Enough to make you

Want to leave

And run from the blue

You make me feel unlovable

You make me feel deep down

I’m just pure trouble


You say people don’t care

Fine have it your way

You say people won’t ever love me

Fine just have your say


Probably true

Probably not

But happy unwanted anniversary

Now get lost


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