You deserve someone
Who loves you
You deserve something
That’s true
You’re worth more
Then the bottom of the pile
Someone who beams with a smile
When you walk through the door
You’re not just there
For a drunken cuddle
Or just someone to deeply care
When things start to muddle
They have too much on
And they will drop you
As if you are not enough
Unless your something useful
You’re worth more
You’re worth commitment
A place in someone’s life
Not someone’s resistance
To give you their spare time
You’re worth more then the leftovers
From a previous relationship
Recieving the minimum
That might as well be a friendship
You’re worth existence
To be mentioned in their life
You are magnificent
You’re worth being someone’s wife
You’re a good person
Worthy of desire
Not just an activity
As and when required
You’re worthy of kind words
Positive affirmations
To be heard
Have a stable foundation
You’re worth someone
Who wants you
You’re not just no one
Not just something to do
Why are you waiting
For them to put you first
Why are you expecting
To soon be over the worst
It wasn’t there from the beginning
They’ve repeatedly shown you
You’re not worth winning
It’s always
I can’t be that for you right now
But that is a choice
And you think that will change somehow?
You’re a half way point
From their ex
Once they’ve recovered
They’ll look for the next
They won’t give you what you need
Because they’ve already given it
You see
Please do something smarter
Let go of thinking
You’ll soon have your happily ever after
Stop making excuses for them
You’ve had to beg and plead
Made to feel guilty and a problem
To get a fraction of what you need
There is no it will get better
Or see how it goes
You’re just not their forever
And everyone knows
If they truly cherished you
You wouldn’t be sat here crying
Over someone who
Isn’t really trying
It sounds harsh
Buts it’s been a year
Nothing had changed
You’re still having fears
I know you’ve been there
Supporting through the worst
But it’s not been appreciated
And someone else will see your worth
What you are asking for
Should come naturally
So stop asking for more
Because it won’t happen eventually
Listen to Grandma
For she knows best
She can’t watch you continue
To be treated as less